Wednesday, August 31, 2005
happie teachers day ... haha ..
fuk .. didnt manage to find mr ngo ..
he went course lar .. hiaz ...
always like tt ....
concert in sch was pretty cool ..
onli ting good i guess ...
went back wss find many taechers. ..
lucky all still around ...
play bball fer the afternoon ...
went pasta ... for tea
had dinner at j8 ...
and supper at prata hse .. haha ...
2day was super fun ..
missed those times ..
sitting down chatting and laughing ... haha ..
many tings on my mind ..
have to start clearing dem le ..
promos coming ... hiaz ... must have peacful mind ..
11:04 PM
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
fucked yj lar ....
make my frens stay back til 3 ...
wads wrong wif dem ...
stupid screwed up sch ...
not onli should the management be sacked ..
they can go die lar ... dump off ..
i can taech dem lar ...
trying to be different in a wrong way ..
10:14 PM
google earth is so cool lar ...
can go try it ...
just found my hse ...
whitltey yj milan and loads of stuff .. haha
6:45 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
haha ...
tiS thurs ...
pls ... i plead to u .. u .. and u ...
pls dun come too early ...
dun come laugh and mock mi ...
i'd lose concentration ...
consequences would be carrying balls which i detest..
guess i'm being naive to play wif u all ...
haha .. whu noes ...
i noe i may lose ... but still ..
try to have fun bah ...
give mi a few more mths and i'll reach the same level ..
as u ... u .. u and u .. lol .. hopefully ? .. haha ..
but now ... studies come first i guess ....
realised 2day tt i would hvae to get round 60 to pass my subs ..
haha ... can i reach tis target ? .. i dunno ...
"dun aim low .. aim high"
thx fer e advice ... i wun forget it ...
hvae to read thorugh fer gp test 2ml ..
though prepared to fail ...
but i'd try ...
nites ... 1 more week to hoildays ..
9:07 PM
two of us ...
siitin dere ...
the table almost empty ...
u, sitting opposite mi ...
both of us gg through tis pain ...
both problems are different but somehow alike ...
tt feelin, we have been experinceed before...
but still .. we let the matter get to us ...
so dun worry kae ...
if u're reading ...
everyting lies within u ...
the choice u make cant be a bad one ..
sometimes yr judgment isnt tt accurate ...
mabe ___ doesnt realise ? ...
i dunno ... i'm not in any position to make a comment ...
8:39 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
hiyee... and guess where am i .... bored sia..
suppose to go study but the person is SLPIN now ..
haha... tt piG... i dunno y ppl like to slp so much ....
and yea ... for some ppl the day just started ..
but i been awake fer 7 hrs le ...
had to go back sch at 7.30 ...
which pw took onli 1 bloody hr ...
hahas...
anyways .. stoned at mrt station ...
cuz nobody was awake ...
den decided to pay mh a visit and study ...
so tts where i am now ...
tt bloody faggot onli let mi use the net now ..
haha .. bloody gay sia ...
anyways ... gonna die of bordom soon ..
cya round ... Bye.. chaos ....
12:52 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
arghh ... 2day is fri ...
and i'm at home lar ..
so sick and bored ..
unlike last time where we'll go out and have fun ..
now nobody 2 call 2 go out le ... hiaz ..
y must tings change ? ... ohh well ..
maybe i'm too playful ... haha ...
10:55 PM
hhaa... so in love wif bowling .. lOl ..
okay .. i need somemore to relieve my stress ...
went bowling wif hong and des ... hhaa ..
all very pro le ... omg ...
but its gd ... can improve ...
cant wait fer the next time ..
but fer now ... have to mug til we play next week ..
chaos .. everytings fallin into places ...
just hope it stays tt way ...
10:03 PM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
ohh man ...
yj is gettin frm y to wHY!! ...
fucked up screwed up sch ...
first they have to give stipulation for us to be released early on teacher day
classes must not have late comers .. if not stay back til 3 ..
wth ... they dun wan us go back sec sch sae lar ..
selfish bastards and bitches ... (the top management onli)
3 u noe .. WTF .. and self study somemore ...
secondly ... the guards had to use sand 2day to find for a footprint ..
i tink the sch realli no sense ...
u mean deres onli 1 person wearin tt kind of shoe ?? ..
wad if its an adidas shoe or nike ...
so many people wearin the same kind ...
shit the sch lar ... no brains ... hope they close down man ..
if not dengue comes and close down the sch ...
still gt many other tings lar ...
lazy sae ... update wif those shits next time ...
furthermore ... those nv go sch on tt teacher day celebration ..
will get 15 hrs detention ...
realli cannot make it ...
wan us to fail promos arh ..
stay back sch to clean ..
already so run down ..
should tear down the damm place ...
nites ... gtg ..
have ta study fer test 2ml ....
yjc --- WHY ???
11:29 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
bowling ... i LOVE bowling ...
wahaha .. e onli time i will not tink of sch work ...
sighh .. very stress ...
i hope to becomethe perfect person for u ...
but i dunno how ... siGhh ...
all is not lost ... have to study fer 2ml test ..
which will sure fail ....
so goodbye ...
9:13 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
kaos ..damm fed up ..
now onli 11 and keep askin mi slp ..
onli gt com in my room ..
learned someting 2day ...
the SUN is very impt ..
cuz it gives energy ..
and as u noe energy is neither made or destroyed ..
so it changes frm i form to another ..
so without sun .. dere wun be plants animals ..
will affect air and water .. den humans wun survive ...
so sun is very very impt .. hhaa ... wTh ....
went cut hair ..
and it looks ugly ...
as expected ... stupid barber ..
should have gone to the old 1 .. hiaz ...
2ml photo takin .. very sian .. cock hair .. hhaa ...
11:02 PM
its time to reflect ....
1 of of old great fren as left singapore ... haha ..
known her for 12 years ...
same class frm primary 1 to sec 2 ...
sometimes i tink its fate ....
thx for the many tings u did for mi ...
including all the compos u helped mi write ..
and the fun laughter and sorrow we went through ...
yuPpz .. and tt gal is JESSica ..
guess she's halfway to america now ...
although didnt have a chance to meet u these days .. but ..
good luck and have a great life dere ...
dunno whether u'll be readin tis not .. hhaa ...
hiAx .. sometimes y cant tings stay as it is ...
must we go frm sec to jc? ...
cant stay in same sch ? ...
must be lose some of our frens ...
everyting is so complicating ...
guess tt god send ppl down to earth to suffer ..
this may be worse den hell ... whu noes ? ..
onli the 1 of dere ....
6:24 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
ohh man .. dere goes my freedom ..
they're back !! .. hha .. sian ...
got a bad feeling fer 2ml test ..
although studied but duno can pass not ...
not all the concepts i studied are write ... hiza ..
finsihde most tutorials and i'm elated ... hhaa ..
next week ... 1 more week 2 go ...
come on man ... 5 more weeks left ..
9:54 PM
bowled and had jap food ..
cool i guess ..
been a long time since dere was tis fun ..
got to noe tis little gal 2day ... haha ...
the rest is history ....
nites ... abit of sake and bercardi ...
12:10 AM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
yep .. they're gone fer the weekends ..
and i'm elated ....
finaly gonan have a much deserved rest ..
while doin pw and studyin fer phy ...
i AM SO HAPPIE .... THEY'RE GONE ..
haha ...
i made the decison to stay behind ...
leaving the hotel and buffet and the fruit farm ...
hope will not reret but many tings to do .. hiAx ..
5 day week of sch is bullshit ....
they make such a law but cant stand by it ? ..
wads the use ?? ..
its as corrupted as the rest ....
2:42 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
oh no .. i'm havin a hard decisoin ..
have to go holiday .. bu den ..
my work haven finsih ...
got test on mon somemore ..
hiaz ... but if i dun go will waste the money ...
argHHh ... stupid situation to be in ..
my mum lar .. any how book holidays .. hiax
5:04 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
looks like i wan be a psychiatrist next time ..
well tts onli for the time being ...
y? ... cuz i'm now mentally unsound ... haha ..
and dere is a growing trend of adolescent havin the same prob ..
wan to help these ppl ..
although i gt no doc to help mi now .. hhaa ..
sighh ... frustrated .. despressed ... and mentally tired ...
everyting will be gone if i pass promos .. hehe ..
2 more mths ... of hellL ......
now .. everyting i play .. i acnnot concentrate ..
so scary rite ...
tinking tt yr work is not gd yet playing ..
but cannot study anymore le ..
u dunno wad to do ...
hhaa .. wth ..
can make song liao .. ask simple plan sing .. lOl ..
9:54 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
penniless again ...
now after buyin bowlin shoes ..
promos is fast appraoching ..
shudder at the thought of it ...
i'm so shagg ...
hope tis weekend trip will revitalise mi ..
10:41 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
fuck ..
guess this fucked screwed upside down world of mine ...
isnt gettin any better ...
y must they force mi to study ..
no computer ? .. no cant do ..
i'm frustrated ...
maybe 1 day ... 1 day ...
i'd like to wish for extra brillance ...
just a tiny winy bit ...
i hope ...
i wish ..
all is not lost ...
u can do it de ..
dun give up kae ...
even if the odds are agsinst u ..
left tis 2 mths ..
chiong can study lar ...
i noe u can make it ..
i hope u try ...
finally toked to a fren ..
whu after so long just reappeared ...
happie tt u're alrite ... hahaha ...
take care
10:24 PM
finally could study in the afternoon ..
although not much but its a start ..
i'll pass my promos .. i must ! ..
i'm so tired now ..
shagg ... been weeks since i slpet b4 11 ..
have bowling 2ml ..
lookin 4wards .. cuz sch sarks ...
8:52 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
erm .. should be studyin now ..
but i decided against it ..
being studyin the whole weekend ..
and hope i do not flung like the rest of my test ..
i have tis confidence .. hehes ..
i feel so unfit ...
sigh .. coughin and sneezing ..
now my weekend are taken away by tests ..
fuk the system lar ..
5 day week ..? .. BULLSHIT ...
everytime i tink of it ..
i realli hate dem ..
sark to the core ..
but den i cannot help mi ...
i'm destined to be wif dem ... sighh ..
6:00 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
$20.00
Sometimes we just need to be reminded!
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by
holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked,
Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you
but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground
and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it
because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives,
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt
by the decisions we make and
the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or
what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know
but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE.
You are special- Don't EVER forget it."
If you do not pass this on, you may never know the
lives it touches, the hurting hearts it speaks to,
or the hope that it can bring.
Count your blessings, not your problems.
And remember: amateurs built the ark ..
professionals built the Titanic.
If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.
10:44 PM
some ppl sae i stupid .. hha ..
well .. i tink i am ..
another week has past ...
memroies would be embedded ...
every sec is precious ..
but i've been wasting dem ...
sick the whole week ..
haven recover ..
suddenly i feel tt i'm very weak ..
i dunno y ...
have tis strange feeling ..
i'm not ready to die just yet ...
i still gt tons of tings to complete ..
hope i can achieve dem ..
12:45 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
today was day of BOWLING ....
had training in the morning at csc ...
went to meet boonie and mh for bowling in afternoon ..
at waited i did ..
when are they early ? ....
went all the way to safra and spent another $10 ..
studied abit on the bus back ..
which took ages ...
and discuessed bout s'pore ... hhaa ..
and tt sums up my day ...
kinda boring...
singapore although save, but kinda boring ..
10:01 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
crayfish and herbal prawns ..
grand plaza is still the best ... haha ..
i wonder wad my life will be next ..
so its spore 40th birthday ..
happie birthday singapore !!! ...
although a screwed up country but elsewhere is worse ..
my life is revolvin against nothin ..
i wan the freedom ...
make new frens ..
go out dere and have fun ..
2:29 AM
Sunday, August 07, 2005

lost dere ...
through time ...
12:46 AM
whu sae u cant have alcohol when u're sick ...
after recieveing many scolding ..
i'll try not to tink of it ...
i've revealed half ..
the worst is yet to come ..
be my escape ...
ɪts ʌp tʊ jʊ ....
'əʊnlɪ wʌn
12:23 AM
Friday, August 05, 2005
been pluagued wif flu fer the past few days ..
finally could get the rest i wanted ..
after pondering hard ...
7 weeks ...
its neither long nor short ...
these 49 days can break or make mi ...
sit down and realli mug for these few weeks ..
do well and be promoted ..
tts wad i can ask fer ...
seems hard ...
but i noe i can do it ...
after gg through PSLE O’s
....
wad is another exam like the promos ..
i'll try ... i MUST ....
9:29 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
i realli dun wish to slp ....
y? .. cuz it would be tomorrow again ..
i feel sick when tink of sch ..
i need more time to study ..
but i'm here typing ...
cuz i'm tired ... and nothin will go in ...
it's a compliacting matter ...
thx fer listening to my rubbish ...
miss u guys badly ...
but i've gotten used to it ..
10:54 PM
created another record since comin to yj ...
for the 1s time ... my teacher wans to see my my MUM ...
ohh .. wth ...
i didnt tell her i failed my chem .. and most of my subs ...
arghh ... its drivin mi nuts ...
hvae to sign report card oso ...
they're realli drivin mi towards the corner ..
i've nowhere to go ...
i'd jump if they push mi ...
dreamt of mi jumpin down frm somewhere ..
feel like dyin durring these few days ...
all the signs are signallin to it ...
wonder wad will happen if i die ..
will any1 remember mi ? ...
guess no1 will be upset lar ....
its just another part of life ...
ppl die .. so y shouldnt it be now ? ....
comtemplating ....
9:12 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
y must my mum tell everybody my results ..
i've already tried very hard ..
now everyone is comin at mi ...
anger and sorrow deep within...
everyboodys back in sch and fine ..
realli regretted nt gg obs ..
but still i had learnt some tings during the past week ..
august is here ... another chapt in my life ..
most impt oso ...
gonna mug real hard ...
try nt to come online le ...
guess its wasting my time ...
in a blink of an eye ...
i will noe my future ...
promoted i hope ...
tradegy if i dun .... well .. all depends on mi now ..
so wad if i have everyting i wan ...
my life is a piece of shit ...
no1 can understand how i feel now ..
5:50 PM